Tuesday, August 22

Onward to a new chapter! :D (relink)

Sunday, August 20

As I walked to my bathroom to have my bath I noticed the master bedroom toilet's light is still on. I bathed using the kitchen toilet and as I did, I heard a baby crying, seemingly from the master bedroom toilet.

So freaky lah!



Btw, I know this is really old, but I'm bored so...

BOLD THE STATEMENTS THAT APPLY TO YOU:

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days. never was really interested.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. apparently.
I love to play video games. not a good thing
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. however, it's not a policy I subscribe to.
I curse sometimes. who doesn't? (:
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart. I wish.
I've broken someone's bones. primary school. some bugger ran into my way. it haunts my memories!
I'm paranoid sometimes. always.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. again, who doesn't?
I love sushi. lurrrve it!
I talk really, really fast. I could, if I want to.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I can't survive without Caller ID. never tried.
I like the way i look. ugly!
I am usually pessimistic. working on it.
I have a lot of mood swings. hehe. (:
I have a hidden talent. I might, but I don't know.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. do a lot of friends have me? :D
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. never.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. mdm yeo! >:(
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. love her. <33
I have a cell phone. -rolls eyes- who doesnt?
I believe in God. <33!
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. half-half. depends. (:
I have tried alcohol before. mild kinds.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. :DDDD
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time. but not for long.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like hotdogs.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people. haha. only I know!
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i am doing this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. depends.
I can't whistle. not well, anyway.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. my mum says so.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that i work with. I'm only human.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
WHO DOESN'T?!

Thursday, August 17

It's 2346 now, but I came online to blog. I just need an outlet.



It's just like when I'm unhappy everything just seems to work against me. Like the little thing I wouldn't have minded not finding out. And Derrick. That was a real blow. Everything just happens so unexpectedly and suddenly, and it takes so long to realise that all this will need getting used to. It won't change, at least not in the near future. I just wish life would give me a breather. Everything's just happening too fast for comfort.



Prelims are around the corner. The tension is really setting in. The class is getting kind of on-edge and snappy. Everyone only has time for themselves now.

Or is it just me?



I can't wait for the prelims. Then O levels. I just can't wait for everything to be over, and I can leave temasek. Wherever I'm going, it won't matter. I wanna leave it all behind.

Sunday, August 13

Another lazy day.

I woke up at 9 because of the loud music from the TV outside. I settled down to eat breakfast and watch a bit of TV, then tried to look for my ACS paper to do. After 15 minutes I thought, "Fated", and gave up. :|




An interviewer (I) interviews a successful entrepreneur (E).
I: "What is your secret of success?"
E: "Two words."
I: "What are they?"
E: "Right decisions."
I: "How do you know what are right decisions?"
E: "One word."
I: "What is it?"
E: "Experience."
I: "And how do you get experience?"
E: "Two words."
I: "What are they then?"
E: "Wrong decisions."

(If that's true, I'd be the most experienced being on the planet. -,-)

Saturday, August 12

5 down, 14 to go. ): I miss yhope! ("Why hope? Why hope?" whatever. shut up. -,-)

Tuesday, August 8

Today was fun! Me Johan Alia and Sarah Johan, Alia, Sarah and I went to watch Click. That gay Jeshua ditched us. HAHA. Click is a great movie! Something like a typical Jack Neo "Make you laugh, cry, then laugh again" type of movie. Definitely worth watching, despite the rather cliched ending. Really superfreakingoffthehookamazingouttathisworld-ly worth my vote. (:

Which leaves lake house and tokyo drift, two movies I wanna watch. (x



At this point, I really want:
- to watch the two abovementioned movies. without having to share the nachos! O:
- an mp3 player
- a 24h nap
- to study. I really want to alright. I just can't get myself to.
- my NFSMW back!
- eat BBQ seafood. lots and lots of chilli. (:
and last but not least,
- A UNIVERSAL REMOTE CONTROL. -,-||||||||| haha.

If you had a remote control like whathisname-Newman, I'm sure you would use it with more caution than he did. (: if you're intrigued, go watch the movie. I plead you. ^^



Happy National Day! Singapore is 41th years old tomorrow, and I'm only 9! -awe-



This is my 50th post in this blog. Haha. In like 8 months too. Failure failure me. HEY, I'M NOT LIKE YOU ACTIVE BLOGGERS YA. I HAVE A LIFE. No offense. (:



I really miss y-hope! Bet you guys in ED1 miss me too! (: haha. Shameless me.

Saturday, July 29

I'm spending Saturday at HOME. ARGH. So bored. Did a question from the POA Swiss Cottage paper and gave up. School's gradually sucking the life out of me. I'm lethergic, but I can't seem to get to sleep. It's TORTURE.

However, some may argue that (so argumentative essay. dx) I'm hardly under half the pressure others face. Think the scholars. Think Eden. Then think me. The me who daydreams in class, the me who tells and listens to lame jokes during night study and gets nothing done, and the me who skipped maths remedial today just to sleep in late (it's the same me who still woke up at 8 though. yucks).

Stress? It doesn't show in my face anyway.




I asked Ray to collect maths notes for me today. Hope he remembers.




How long has it been since I last played pool? I miss it. ): I bet I'll reek at it now. ARGH again. ARGH somemore.

I'm such a complainer. (:




We spied on Mr Eng surfing forums containing mildly-adult material. He didn't know. 4V seems to have done the same thing! Haha. Gabby said some guys snuck round the teacher's table to the comp while he was writing notes on the board. Then someone asked Eng what he does with the comp and his reply was "Finding notes for physics." LOL. ROFFLES.



I keep thinking things will look up. Haha. I've become from pessimist to over-optimist.
That might not be a good thing...
...says the pessimist part of me. (:





Rain down on me

Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me.

Only God matters to me now. (: I'm back on track.